Tuesday, March 18, 2014

And now for something deeper still...

Yesterday was zone time - lots of sleep after a huge anniversary weekend - and vegging-out to British mysteries on "Acorn TV."  Today it was back into the groove at church - meetings, visits and music practice - and two incredible things took place:

+ First, throughout the day I kept getting the most encouraging notes from people who were at the anniversary concert.  Over and over again, they affirmed how important our renewal work in reshaping "church" is to them - and to the wider community. With the exception of last year's Good Friday "disorientation" liturgy, I don't think I have ever received so much positive feedback in all my years of ministry. It has been humbling but so deeply gratifying, too because this doesn't happen very often.
+ Second, as we gathered for band practice and a discussion of bringing this year's Good Friday vision to reality, there was DEEP participation, ownership and excitement from my band mates.  It was a collaborative exploration of themes and songs - and I think we are on to something truly unique.  Last year, given time constraints, I created and crafted the flow of most of the liturgy based on the "disorientation" theme.  I think it was our most artistically creative and satisfying experiment to date, but I wasn't happy with my being the fundamental creative agent.  

This year, however, I shared a broad them with the band about two months ago so that when we revisited the "misunderstood" theme tonight, there had been time for reflection. And more will take place this week, too. What's more Di has been hard at work crafting a MASSIVE list of tunes that work with our five biblical narratives (we are creating a retelling of the Good Friday story from a reworking of the stories of Peter, Magdalene, Judas, the Virgin Mary and Jesus.) Each "story" will be followed by a song that will give expression to the narrative and give people a time to consider the narrative's implication for them.

(Please excuse the pix this knucklehead put to this tune; this version is killer but the rest... my condolences.)

The essential songs include:  Yusuf Islam's reworking of "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood" and Cry, Cry, Cry's "Ballad of Mary Magdalene." I am totally buzzed by Maria Muldaur and Mose Allison's take on his "Everybody's Crying Mercy," too.  So, we're off to see where the Spirit leads us in our radical reworking of the whole Good Friday groove.  It was a blessed way to get back into the heart of Lent - and I am so thankful for being a part of this sacred team.

Monday, March 17, 2014

250th reflections...

After almost 11 hours of sleep, I am still experiencing awe, gratitude and joy as I reflect on yesterday's 250th Anniversary Concert celebrating the founding of First Church in Pittsfield.  In every way it exceeded my limited hopes. What's more, there seems to be a sweet but significant ripple effect taking place as the result of our ministry.  Yesterday gave our convictions and commitments a public form that others could see and feel. As the prologue of St. John's gospel says: the words and sacred ideas became flesh in ways that resonated deeply with grace and truth - and we gave thanks that "God was in the house."
The weekend began with an Open House and Art Show.  At first it didn't seem like this would generate much enthusiasm. Sometimes church historians are more enamored with old papers and silver than the wider public. And let's just say there wasn't a groundswell from local artists to show off works focusing upon the architecture of First Church. In my heart of hearts I thought this was going to be a dud. But then my sweet wife talked the art show up with one of her colleagues and some of the budding young artists in a local high school got excited about displaying their creations. And their buzz was contagious so that by week's end there were 15 different photographs and/or paintings on display in our Sanctuary. And as I walked about taking in their beauty, I was touched by the artistry and commitment involved in bringing this art show to birth.
Then it was on to the Open House where historic artifacts from the congregation's 250 years were on display. Again, I'm not one who likes to spend a lot of time looking at 15 silver goblets that have been accumulated over the years - but apparently there are others with a different viewpoint. And they came out to see the display despite bouts of freezing rain. Our band and choir worked hard all week - and have been doing so for the past 6 weeks - in anticipation of Sunday's concert. Once again, I was touched at the deep commitment and pride each musician brought to our final rehearsal. Like Bob Dylan once sang, "Some thing's going on all around you and you don't know what it is, do you Mr. Jones?" I could sense something was shaking, but I couldn't grasp what it meant.
Sunday morning worship was lively and rich: clearly there was a spirit in the air that offered a hint of what was yet to come. Both quiet excitement and hope was simmering within and among us. Our daughter and son-in-law - and my little man, Louie - were in from Brooklyn and that, too softened the day. After worship, we grabbed a quick lunch and I got a chance to hold my little man on more time before heading back for a final rehearsal.

At 3:00 pm we started - a jazz trio (Carlton on piano, Jon on drums and me on upright bass) set the tone with Keith Jarrett's "Memories of Tomorrow" - and we were off and running.  When I looked up after finishing the groove, 200 people had showed up - and the anticipation was palpable.  So we sang the old songs - "Our God, Our Help in Ages Past" and "For All the Saints" - and we sang a new hymn written especially for the anniversary - "We Are Not Alone" - and opened our hearts to God in thanksgiving. 

I had asked the minister of Second Congregational Church to welcome the folk and both read the lesson from Hebrews 12 and the opening prayer.  He is a dynamic and faithful man and he set up the feast with vigor and love.  As I stood to deliver the opening "remarks" I was relieved to see that ALL of our invited guests had arrived and had been escorted to their reserved seats as planned. I joked about wearing a suit and tie - a few friends had mentioned that in my 7 years they couldn't recall my ever wearing such threads - and I noted that I would be happy to get another such outfit in another 250 years.  

Then it was off to my prepared reflection which I realized was too long so I improvised and riffed on what struck me as the essential themes: 
+  Today we can feel what it means to be surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses.  Not only are the saints and sinners from the past with us, but so too are more contemporary pilgrims.

+ Our long history as been filled with a number of great and wonderful achievements as well as a few colossal failures.  And now that our status has shifted from "the country club at prayer" to a more modest fellowship, we have the opportunity to serve the common good as authentic partners. (It was, of course, no accident that our guests were all partners in compassion.)

+ Then I addressed one of the lingering wounds in our church - and the wider community - this historic schism born of racism between First and Second Congregational Church. I quickly rehearsed the stories and history before offering the pastor of Second Church a silver chalice from 1804 as a sign of our repentance and hope for the future.  My prayer, I concluded, is that very soon our white church and their black church might be able to share the cup of blessing at the table of grace as loving sisters and brothers.

I was, of course, weeping by this time and as I brought the loving cup to him, the moderator from Second Church said out loud, "Praise God..." And then their choir stood up and began to applaud and give thanks to God. This set in motion about three sustained minutes of applause and tears and celebration that in small but loving ways, the grace of God is greater than our sins and past.  With this, I rejoined the band and we took off on our version of Tom Waits' song:  "Come on Up to the House."  Choirs kept the spirit moving, our mission partner guests brought words of love and encouragement and the Mayor shared a public declaration with us.  Our children sang and danced, our band played like saints on fire and our choirs - black and white - raised songs to God in gratitude.
And after two hours, Carlton brought the house down with an explosive and stunning pipe organ postlude.  A reception followed that was both beautiful and satisfying.  And by the time we got home, notes via email had started to arrive saying things like:  this experience has changed my understanding of church. A few offered testimonials about finding courage to live more fully into the spirit of love. Others spoke of having their hearts awakened by the power of small acts of reconciliation. And everyone celebrated the radical combination of old and new music that honored tradition but also celebrated the beauty of new creations, too.
There are two truths that  I've been considering as a result of this festival of faith:


+  First, we have made some deep connections with our mission partners over the past seven years.  They have not been flashy or even public. Rather they have been built with quiet conversation and disciplined participation. In other words, we have been careful to earn the trust of our partners by being compassionate and consistent. 

+  Second, these partnerships have been born of discernment rather than pressure from within or without.  We have waited quietly for the Lord. We have not rushed to fix things that are broken nor have we tried to get on any one's bandwagon. No, our commitments have been nurtured by patience and prayer as well as study.
And as my music director and I were observing after everyone else had left the Sanctuary, you could feel the depth and breadth of these connections. There were a whole lot of people in the room who were excited about what reconciliation and hope look like in our town. And there were all types of people who felt at home being with one another, too:  black and white, gay and straight, conservative and liberal and lots of us who fall in between. It was a good and sacred time and I am so very grateful to have been a part of it all.
My favorite comment from the whole thing came as one of the gospel choir members left.  She shook my hand and looked me straight in the eye. I was a little apprehensive about what she might say.  Still holding my hand she said, "Reverend Lumsden.... (long pause) I like how you sing.  You got soul!" She flashed a little smile and then departed.  Thanks be to God.

(Thanks to Joe Durwin and Lauryn Levesque for the pictures.)


Olivia and Cate

First and Second Church friends

First Church Choir












Sunday, March 16, 2014

250 years: God is just getting started with us...

There is much to say about the depth, joy and gratitude we all experienced today at the 250th anniversary of First Church.  It was more beautiful than I ever imagined... and in time I will have some pictures to share that give some shape and form to the festivities.  For now, let me simply post my remarks (which I edited on the cuff) as they are illustrative of a totally wonderful time. I return thanks to Carlton, Eva, Dave, Dianne, Jon, Brian as well as Jon, Linda, Rob, Paul and the whole PCTV crew. I am blessed that Mayor Bianchi was able to join us - and doubly-blessed that Kelly and Sara, Carolyn and Jane and Mark could be a part of the fun, too.


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Introduction
Well, dear sisters and brothers, here we are:  all gathered to return thanks to God for 250 years of mission and ministry.  One of the anonymous writers of the Bible, whom some have suggested may have been the Apostle Paul, recorded a sermon from the earliest days in which these words were proclaimed:

Since, therefore, we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight and sin that clings too closely and run with perseverance the race set before us, looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the sake of the joy that was set before him endured the cross, disregarding its shame, and has taken his seat at the right hand of the throne of God.

Now I have loved that passage since I was a young man: since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses let us run with perseverance the race that has been set before us. Notice that the preacher did NOT say: since we are gathered together this day with an intimate coterie of our ancestors – nor did she say anything about a small group of like-minded friends and neighbors coming together for some casual barbeque.  No the proclamation is that we have been SURROUNDED BY A GREAT CLOUD OF WITNESSES.  Saturated with their bold and graceful presence and buoyed beyond imagination with their love.

You see in those early days of persecution, when Christians risked life and limb to show compassion and justice to those in need, they drew strength and stamina from the assurance that they had been surrounded by faithful saints who had preceded them on the journey of life.

·   And they didn’t just include those they knew personally – or those who looked like them – or those who lived on their side of town.  No, they celebrated and serenaded all different kinds of saints who showed the world something of what it means to live for faith, hope and love.

·   In the list of honored guests recorded in this sermon as it is written in chapter 11 of Hebrews, there are Christians and Jews that are celebrated as models of faith.  There are women and men with questionable pedigrees that are celebrated. There are patriarchs and matriarchs among the celebrated as well as a few dear souls who are just wounded, broken and even messed up people like you and me.

·    I mean… Samson?  Or Rahab? Not paragons of public virtue, to be sure but still apparently worthy of being remembered among the saints.

Because, you see, they ran with perseverance the race of faith that was set before them even when they saw as through a glass darkly. So today that same cloud of witnesses – expanded by time, wisdom and humility – join us here for our cele-bration – and I want you to think about that truth if you dare?  Think about who is with us right now in this room – whether in heaven or on earth – as we mark the 250th anniversary of this congregation.

·   Certainly it would have to include the 8 foundation men who were called together by the Holy Spirit back in the earliest days of this community and became the core of First Church are with us today.  And certainly our first pastor, The Reverend Thomas Allen, the fighting parson is here, too probably with his gun.  All too often brother Allen is remembered as firing the first shot at the Battle of Bennington in the Revolutionary War, and that has its place; but did you know that the fighting parson once took in a runaway slave into his home and gave him solace and support for 11 years?

·    I am certain the Parson Allen is here with us today and unless I am totally mistaken, the 18 pastors who have preceded me in ministry – including all of their Moderators and faithful deacons and church councils as well as their beloved families – they are all here today, too.  19 minister in 250 years – amazing!

·   But let’s go deeper, beloved, because I have been persuaded by faith to tell you that I also believe that the Reverend Samuel Harrison, the first minister of Second Congregational Church, is here today along with the 7 foundational women and men who started that sacred institution in 1846. The Holy Spirit was alive among our African American sisters and brothers when in good conscience they could no longer tolerate the racism of the age and chose to break away from First Church in freedom even before the Civil War had begun. Truly, those saints are in the cloud of witnesses that are gathered here among us today.

And there are hundreds and hundreds of other saints who are joining today as a part of our celebration – people with whom we have become partners in ministry within the city of Pittsfield - Sara and Kelly Shuff, Carolyn Valli, Mayor Bianchi and Jane Winn.  According to the grace of God, they too are a part of this great cloud of witnesses as are our musical partners and choirs and children. 


You see, today we gather not simply to mark a birthday – that’s important, don’t get me wrong – but simple chronological longevity takes place among even reptiles.  So, while age has its place, what we want to celebrate today is the profound shift in vision and approach to ministry that has taken root within and among us. Let’s be honest and talk turkey:  while we were gathered by the Holy Spirit to come into being as Pittsfield’s FIRST church 250 years ago, today we are no longer first in influence, power or authority anywhere.  We are not Pittsfield’s movers and shakers.  We are not those who regularly influence public opinion or social investment in any significant way. And we are not the country club at prayer as they used to say about our beloved membership.

·   Rather, we are a collection of predominately white middle class Christians trying to follow the spirit of Jesus in the 21st century.  We are gay and straight, male and female, young and old, wealthy, poor and every-thing in-between.

·   We are doubters and seekers, believers and heretics, those with a passionate evangelical commitment to Christ as Lord and Savior and those who are often offended to even be called Christians given the bone-headed and sometimes mean-spirited thoughts and actions perpetrated on our friends by of other members of the Christian community.

And what we ache for these days is not pomp and circumstance and certainly not the power and prestige of by gone generations.  No, what we yearn for most as a congregation in 2014 is partnership - partnership with those who are committed to the common good of our community – partnership with those who hunger and thirst after compassion and justice – and partnership in the humble spirit of the Lord made flesh in Jesus. That’s why today’s celebration is a concert:  a form of shared beauty playfully and reverently offered to God and our town by musical partners who love to embrace the joy of life in community.

Our mission statement reminds us that we have been called together in com-munity to worship, to reflect, to do justice and share compassion – our witness is defined by how we do this together – in partnership with one another and other allies who have a vision of the beloved community.  Not a dog-eat-dog world or some addicted race to the bottom of the barrel in obeisance to the lowest common denominator. But rather something that resembles a choir – or a band – where everyone listens to one another carefully – covers one another’s mistakes with creativity and forgiveness – and tries to make something beautiful together in the spirit of cooperation and joy. 

Jazz guitarist, Bill Frissell, once put it like this:  we play and practice and improvise together because when we do this we can explore the freedom and beauty we need in a space where no one gets hurt. And that’s part of what we’re doing today:  we want to celebrate together in community.

Another part has to do with reminding ourselves of who the Holy Spirit has called us to be for THIS generation.  Once upon a time, we were called to be first, but not so much in 2014.  In fact, I think there are two passages from the Bible that are calling out to us for serious reflection.  You may recall, that the Old Testament scholar and theologian, Walter Breuggemann, once observed that when a people or a community is in transition they tend to grasp hold of their favorite old and time-tested texts with what seems like a death grip. But the better way – the more faithful way – he suggests is to go to the portions of the Bible we have neglected over the years – journey to the border and the periphery – and listen to the voices from outside the circles of power. And in that spirit there are two passages that cry out to me for deeper understanding for they offer to us a new vision for our ministry. The first is taken from the Hebrew Scriptures in Psalm 131:

O Lord, my heart is not lifted up, my eyes are not raised too high;
I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me. But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; My soul is like the weaned child that is with me.
O Israel trust in the Lord from this time on and for evermore.

This is all about humility and trust:  my soul has been calmed and quieted like a baby resting in her momma’s lap. Mmmmmmm…. The second text comes from that wounded sinner who in time became one of Christ’s most loving advocates, Paul of Tarsus, who wrote to a weary church in Corinth:

My grace is sufficient for you, says the Lord, for my power is made perfect in weakness. That is why I am able to boast all the more gladly of my weakness, for in this the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am content with weakness, insults, hardships, persecutions and calamities for the sake of Christ for whenever I am week, then I am strong by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Sometimes Paul would go so far as to say that he had become a FOOL for Christ –  not a social mover and shaker but a fool for Christ – and from my perspective as pastor I think that is true for many of us today at First Church. Oh we may not like to talk about ourselves as fools, but we know that given changes in our culture, we no longer have to carry the mantle and burden of greatness or wealth or power.

Now we can live more freely and playfully as compassionate collaborators with Christ.  That is why we are giving so much attention to music, poetry and prayer today:  it empowers us to mature as creative fools for Christ in a world that wants to keep us locked into the slavery of distraction and fear.  But this congregation, for most of its life, has had a LONG history of opening its heart to the wisdom of God through music. 

At one time there was an orchestra playing here to accompany congregational singing.  In time that was replaced by an organ – and once upon a time for a few years there was a moment when the primary musical instrument was a bass viol!  I’m not kidding – what goes around comes around – and as a bass player I LOVE that fact.  We’ve had a long history of beauty and innovation.  I think of the 50 years of music making that enriched the Berkshires and this church under the leadership of Lou Steigler, an alum of my alma mater, Union Theological Seminary in NYC as one recent example: playing bold and beautiful music here to evoke the radical vision of Christ is nothing new…

What has changed, however, is the context and the theology.  Today we are broadly eclectic – as you will here in a moment – combining blues and rock and roll with sacred chorales and hymns. Today we rarely start our music from a theology of glory and power.  No now we try to trust that in OUR weakness GOD is strong and that changes everything:  from this upside down vision the last become first, children become honored members of the community and our wounds become sacred teachers that can lead us to wisdom. 

That’s what ALL of the songs we will share with you today reinforce – from the surly and gnarly music of Tom Waits to the hymn that Eva and Carlton wrote for this occasion – but there is one in particular that I want to call to your attention because it cuts deep: Peace Train. It takes the image of a train moving across the country on behalf of peace and partnership and invites us to ask ourselves:  are we ready to get on board?  Are we ready to be a part of the choir – or the band – or the dancers or painters who want to strengthen and build up our community? Are we ready to do our part in cooperation – not necessarily as leaders – but as servants?  Now pay careful attention here because there two truths we must consider:

The symbol of the train has been used for decades in American soul music. One song, “This Train” speaks about holiness – this train don’t carry no gamblers, this train. Years later the great Duke Ellington and Billy Straythorn wrote “Take the A Train” about leaving the stress of oppression downtown behind and getting home to their safe and sweet neighborhood uptown in Harlem. Twenty years later, Curtis Mayfield, wrote the incredible “People Get Ready” about a train ‘comin that was picking up passengers from coast to coast. And just last month Bruce Springsteen released a new tune, “Land of Hopes and Dreams” that celebrates a train so inclusive in love that it carries saints and sinners, losers and winners, whores and gamblers and all types of lost souls.

That’s one layer of train symbolism.  Another whole strata is built upon the Underground Railroad and the importance that reality has played in our collective history.  So, first of all, Peace Train reminds us that there is a force – a power – an energy alive in the world that is rolling across this country – and every country – and it is about healing and hope and transformation and freedom.  The second truth about “Peace Train” is that sometimes that force – that love – that grace finds us laughing, sometimes it finds us singing and sometimes it finds us crying.  But it never quits rolling – it meets and greets us where we are in life – happy or sad, broken or whole – and invites us to get on board.

See where this is going…?  The Peace Train is an invitation to partnership in community no matter what our condition or station in life.  It acknowledges that there is pain and sorrow in our world – evil and injustice, too – and like Dr. King once said: we must choose which side we’re on.  Every generation must do likewise and either get on board or get out of the way

The second thing we are celebrating today on our 250th anniversary is that we want to get on board with those who care about the common good as partners in Pittsfield. Not as first this or first that – but partners – dare I say as fools for Christ?

That is why we are so grateful that some of our allies in compassion are with us today – and they will be sharing words of greeting and encouragement in their own unique way in just a moment – but there is one last truth I must call to your attention today.  And it is born of our history, our human sinfulness and our God’s amazing grace.  One hundred and forty six years ago, our African American sisters and brothers felt led by the Spirit to break away from First Church – we all know this story but many don’t like to acknowledge it – at least here – because it is so ugly and painful.

But there are two beautiful things that came out of the sinful breech:  the first was the birth of the first African American congregation in the Berkshires – Second Congregational Church – a community of faith dedicated to breaking down barriers and challenging injustice with love and faith.  The second beautiful thing has been simmering and percolating in the hearts of the faithful at First Church for a long, long time – far longer than I have even been alive – so you KNOW that’s a long time – has something to do with repenting of our sin and walking the road of reconciliation with our sisters and brothers.  Some of my predecessors set the stage for this throughout our history, but we have a unique opportunity at this moment in time.

·   So today, on the occasion of our 250th anniversary of First Church, we want to take another small step on the road of repentance and offer Second Church a symbol of our love and gratitude and friendship as part of the Peace Train.

·   We have a gift - it is one of our historic silver communion chalices – that dates back to 1804.  It was probably used both by members of First and Second Church at different moments. For the story of our historic breech, at least as it is told here, has something to do with the wife of a pastor refusing to share the common cup at Holy Communion with the African American members of First Church.  This is probably partly truth and partly fiction but it is an accurate reflection of a broken relationship born of a culture of division and racial bigotry.

So what we would like to do today is simply say that in the 21st century we want to walk with you – we want to find new ways of being partners with you – and we would like give you this as a symbol of our repentance.  It is a sign that not only do we want to work and pray for the day when very soon we will know one another again so that we can all drink from the same loving cup, but that we trust that God’s love in Christ is bigger than our sin.  (SHARE THE CUP…)
As fools for Christ we trust that in Christ Jesus our Lord there is neither male nor female, slave nor free – and in my Bible that goes on to say – neither rich nor poor, black nor white or anything else in all creation that can ever separate us from the love of God we share in Christ Jesus our Lord.  I am so honored that you have all joined us for the party – so as the master of ceremonies and pastor of funk – I think it is time to get down…

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And we did.. going right into an down and dirty version of Tom Waits' "Come On Up to the House."


Saturday, March 15, 2014

Here we go...

Tomorrow is the big feast day for us - music, guests, prayers and a commitment to renewal and repentance:  what a humble privilege to be serving this congregation at this moment in time.  Here's one of the local articles about the weekend's significance. 
http://www.iberkshires.com/story/46018/Pittsfield-s-First-Church-Celebrates-250-Years.html

Friday, March 14, 2014

We are not alone...

Last night, after a long day and an intense band practice for our 250th
anniversary concert, we played/sang through a new hymn written for this historic event entitled, "We Do Not Go Alone." I confess that I am partial to both the place and people who gave birth to this creative gift - I treasure them - so I am not an unbiased critic.  What's more, I have been in deep reflection mode of late as I sense a stirring connection with this congregation's past as well as God's promise to us as we look to the future. 

So it will not come as a shock to anyone when I say that I was moved to tears when I first sat with this hymn. And once I got into the musical flow of the hymn , I was equally moved. Both the poetry and music express the journey of faith - its length, its ups and downs, its beauty and challenge - while articulating the realities of our present moment, too.  The lyrics pay homage to our tradition without idolizing it; they honor that great cloud of witnesses who have gone before us while addressing what it means for us to live by faith in grace in the 21st century. And the music pushes the journey of faith forward: it begins in B flat and ends in E natural with a melody that expresses both the highs and lows of "seeing as if through a glass darkly." There is movement in this music that evokes trust as well as hesitation, past as well as present moving towards the future.  In a word, I love it.  

Following in the footsteps and making brave new roads;
Bringing Christ's compassion in all the ways we know;
Seeking new traditions while hon'ring those before;
Living Christ's forgiveness, we open wide our doors.
We are a church of history, a church still strong today.
We are a church of love and grace, we choose to live Christ's way.

Being here we promise to hold each other dear;
Gentle with our own hurts, and with each others fears;
God has turned our hearts and our world upside down;
God's word will guide us, we are not alone.


In both style and content, the artists have turned our mission statement - in community with God and each other, we gather to worship, to reflect on our Christian faith, to do justice and to share compassion - into a sung affirmation of faith.  And after we finished practicing it, I said to the composers: "This song speaks to who we ache to be - and sometimes are..." They smiled knowingly and said, "Yes... as we sometimes are" which is a confession of faith, a statement of fact and a prayer all at the same time.

Probably the best we can anticipate in this life is "sometimes," don't you think? Sometimes I know that I am rarely consistent in Christ's compassion. And sometimes my journey, like so many others, contains lots of darkness mixed with light.  Sometimes we are gentle as best we are able and sometimes we move into each day trusting the blessings of grace. And, of course, sometimes we don't.  Our sometimes doesn't change God's always, it is just a humble confession and petition for more.

Entering into this celebration has been a slow process for me.  When we first set the date, there were tons of other immediate concerns requiring my attention so I know the magnitude of the anniversary was obscured. It was first just one more thing to do. But as we have planned it over the past few months, and particularly practiced the music and secured our mission partner guests during the past two weeks, I have been tenderly consumed with this celebration. It has helped me critically reflect on how church and culture have changed in 250 years. It has enriched my appreciation of both the blessings and curses that have grown out of our shared history. And it has given me a chance to articulate a contemporary vision for our little congregation that I pray resonates with God's grace. 
I will post my anniversary comments later next week; I am still fine tuning my address. So now, it is onward to the festivities: we need to purchase something stylish for the festival, enter into tomorrow's art show (and later a birthday dinner with our family) with awe and then embrace Sunday's celebration of Eucharist and our anniversary concert with affection and respect. I can't wait.   

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Memories of tomorrow...

So we are almost at our weekend's celebration of the 250th
anniversary of First Church in Pittsfield.  Yesterday I journeyed to the "vault" with another member to look through some of the old artifacts. There is a copy of an Issac Watts hymnbook that was first published in 1767 in Boston. It seems that this was in use among us until the Plymouth Hymnal collection was published in Boston in 1855. And that remained the standard bearer until the Pilgrim Hymnal was published in the 1950s. Here is a wonderful description of what the freedom of the "congregational way" meant for public worship:


The "Precentor" was the singing leader in the colonial congregation. He stood before the congregation and sang the first verse to each Psalm, line by line. After each line the congregation would repeat the line until the first stanza was finished, and then the congregation would re-sing the first stanza together, then finish the song.

The Precentor would choose a familiar tune for each Psalm sung (some psalters and hymnals had music, while others did not) such as "Windsor," "High Dutch," "York," and "Saint David's."

Judge Samuel Sewell was the Precentor at Boston's Old South Church from 1694 to 1718, and reported numerous issues. Sometimes he'd accidentally change tunes mid-song, and sometimes the congregation would randomly go off in tunes of their own choice. Congregational singing became so chaotic in New England that, by the 1720s, it was evident that reform was needed.

The English clergyman, Isaac Watts, saw the need for reform and published his hymnal, which was often used in New England for family devotional singing, meetings during the week and other strictly non-Sabbath uses. His hymns were first published in 1707 and his Psalter in 1719.  This, and the rise of music education in New England helped reform the chaos of New England congregational singing.(see:http://18thcenturybibles.org/1767_ Isaac_Watts_ Hymnal. html)
There is a lot to get ready as we're presenting an anniversary concert on Sunday afternoon with a mix of sacred, jazz, folk and rock songs - plus our children are going to groove out to Bob Marley's "Three Little Birds." Going through some of the old silver in the vault - and looking through some of the earliest books - intensified my awareness that in the 21st century our church is no longer "first" in anything but name.  And that is a blessing.  We will have a few of our mission partners join us to bring greetings and encouragement as we renew our commitment to care and strengthen the common good in this small part of creation.

At the heart of the concert, from my perspective, is the song "Peace Train" of which I will say something like:

It takes the image of a train moving across the country on behalf of peace and partnership and invites us to ask ourselves:  are we ready to get on board?  Are we ready to be a part of the choir – or the band – or the dancers or painters who want to strengthen and build up our community? Are we ready to do our part in cooperation – not necessarily as leaders – but as servants?  Now pay careful attention here because there two truths we must consider:

+  The symbol of the train has been used for decades in American soul music. One song, “This Train” speaks about holiness – this train don’t carry no gamblers, this train.  Years later the great Duke Ellington and Billy Straythorn wrote “Take the A Train” about leaving the stress of oppression downtown behind and getting home to their safe and sweet neighborhood uptown in Harlem. Curtis Mayfield, in the 60s, wrote the incredible “People Get Ready” about a train ‘comin that was picking up passengers from coast to coast.

+  And just last month Bruce Springsteen released a new tune, “Land of Hopes and Dreams” that talks about a train that is so inclusive in love that it carries saints and sinners, losers and winners, whores and gamblers and all types of lost souls.

That’s one layer of train symbolism but there is another whole strata
built upon the Underground Railroad, and that hold meaning for us in this neck of the woods, too.  So one truth about the "Peace Train" is that it reminds us that there is a force – a power – an energy alive in the world that is rolling across this country – and every country – and it is about healing and hope and transformation and freedom.  

The second truth about “Peace Train” is that sometimes that force – that love – that grace finds us laughing, sometimes it finds us singing and sometimes it finds us crying.  But it never quits rolling – it meets and greets us where we are in life – happy or sad, broken or whole – and invites us to get on board. 

+  See where this is going…?  The Peace Train is an invitation to partnership in community no matter what our condition or station in life.  It acknowledges that there is pain and sorrow in our world – evil and injustice, too – and like Dr. King once said: we must choose which side we’re on.  Every generation must do likewise and either get on board or get out of the way.

+  The second thing we are celebrating today on our 250th anniversary is that we want to get on board with those who care about the common good as partners in Pittsfield. Not as first this or first that – as partners – dare I say as fools for Christ?

This congregation has always been drawn to music - sometimes it has been chaotic, sometimes structured, sometimes it has been classical and very lofty and sometimes it has been earthy and raw - that blessing hasn't changed in 250 years.  What has changed is the theology driving the music. It will be a delight to celebrate both the continuity and the change on Sunday.  (We'll open the gig with this tune by Keith Jarrett.)

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Reflections on the stinging tongue of Jesus...

At a recent gathering of trusted and truly beloved colleagues in ministry there came a time in our meeting when we shared our reactions to the evening's question:  how do I deal with a council (at church) that I don't trust? It was sobering to me how many of us around that circle spoke of dread and anger. To a person, we all experienced some degree of manipulation and cruelty from those lay leaders selected to partner with us in caring for the congregation. 

And I know that this is true for many colleagues and friends in both the music and educational ministries of the church, too. And while I don't think that the church is all that different from other organizations - broken, wounded, loving and confused human beings are involved in both - there is an expectation that at the very least, our bottom line in the Body of Christ should start with compassion.  Clearly it doesn't and my experience suggests that there are a few reasons for this.


But before I lay out my case, my heart was reminded of this sad truth while hearing the gospel reading for this day in Lent in morning prayer. Luke 11 - a passage about the "sign of Jonah" - speaks of Christ's exasperation in the midst of his ministry.  It reads:


When the crowds were increasing, he began to say, ‘This generation is an evil generation; it asks for a sign, but no sign will be given to it except the sign of Jonah. For just as Jonah became a sign to the people of Nineveh, so the Son of Man will be to this generation. The queen of the South will rise at the judgement with the people of this generation and condemn them, because she came from the ends of the earth to listen to the wisdom of Solomon, and see, something greater than Solomon is here! The people of Nineveh will rise up at the judgement with this generation and condemn it, because they repented at the proclamation of Jonah, and see, something greater than Jonah is here!


Ok... many hours later at the close of an beautiful but too full day, I am back to complete this post.  I don't have adequate energy or insight at this moment to be eloquent about what causes this dreadful disconnect between our clergy and church professionals and our elected and mostly equally beloved lay leadership.  I do know, however, that at least these factors play into the mess:

1)  Too many clergy are ill-equipped - and afraid - to challenge, correct and then teach their lay leadership how to manage conflict in a loving and fair way.

2) Too many lay leaders think that the latest business trend in management is what should be taking place in their church.  I am all for best practices, but the church is neither a business nor a community dedicated to the bottom line. It is first and foremost the body of Christ.

3) Too many judicatories hold clergy accountable with bottom line metrics for success that rarely apply in the local church.  This both discourages clergy and increases the culture of shame when we should be advocating joy and forgiveness.

4) Too many clergy become indentured servants to their churches given seminary debt and economic insecurity over pensions.

5) Too many lay leaders who have no power or authority in their ordinary lives become autocratic and mean-spirited despots when the church affords them a forum.  Without making certain that lay leaders are time-tested and trained, this is a recipe for disaster.

Small wonder Jesus was feeling snarky and overwhelmed - been there and sometimes still do that - and at the end of today, while I am grateful for my experience and current community of leaders, I resonate with the Lord's quick and stinging tongue! My honey will be getting home from work soon and it will be time for a glass of red wine and a bowl of soup.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Worship notes for Lent Two - 250th anniversary...

NOTE:  HERE ARE MY WORSHIP NOTES FOR THIS COMING SUNDAY, MARCH 16, 2014.  IT IS THE 250TH ANNIVERSARY OF FIRST CHURCH.

Insights
More and more in my life – personally, professionally and prayerfully – I seem
to be moving towards something I think of as a “spirituality of discernment.”  As I said when we began the season of Epiphany, discernment is a contemplative practice that involves “taking a long, loving look at the world” as it is – not as I would want it – and then quietly looking and listening for signs and symbols of God’s already loving presence within and among us.

Discernment is different from suspicion which begins with mistrust and is most often self-centered rather than God-centered. And it has nothing to do with finding fault or judgment because true discernment is an act of trust.  Specifically a trust that God loves the world as today’s gospel asserts. Perhaps no one described a spirituality of discernment better than our old friend, Reinhold Niebuhr, who put it like this one summer in the Berkshires before an afternoon Bible study:  God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

For me, a spirituality of discernment is a playful, tender and humble commitment to embracing God’s gifts of awe, grace and joy as they already exist in our lives. We cannot create them – we cannot negate them – our task is to embrace them as eagerly as a child so that from the inside out the image of God that was placed inside us before the beginning of time is strengthened.  St. Paul wrote:

The fulfillment of God’s promise depends entirely on trusting God and his way, and then simply embracing him and what he does. God’s promise arrives as pure gift. That’s the only way everyone can be sure to get in on it, those who keep the religious traditions and those who have never heard of them.

Did you hear that – and grasp it? Our calling – and the fulfillment of God’s love in our hearts – depends entirely on trust.  Not doctrine, not striving, not status or history or intellect, but trust – and trust is what faith is all about. The New Testament book of Hebrews puts it clearly:  Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not yet seen.  Peterson’s words in The Message are clarifying: The fundamental fact of existence is that trust in God, faith, is the firm foundation under everything that makes life worth living. It’s our handle on what we can’t see.

And then we get the words that are crucial for us on this day marking the 250th anniversary of First Church: By faith the men and women of old received divine approval. By faith we understand that the world was created by the word of God, so that what is seen was made out of things which do not appear. 

By faith – by trusting – by taking a long, loving look at what is real and then living in ways that turn dreams into deeds. Our ancestors in the Scriptures did this – not perfectly – but to the best of the ability, and so too our ancestors in this very Sanctuary:  they lived and acted by faith.  So let me think out loud with you for a moment about two of our ancient ancestors – Father Abraham and Nicodemus the Pharisee – for they both still have something to say to us – and especially so as we contemplate this anniversary.

Insights
Father Abraham – the patriarch from which our Judeo-Christian tradition originates – was a man of faith. He wasn’t perfect – sometimes he wasn’t noble and often he was a confused coward – but he was a man of faith.  That is, he attempted to live by trusting the Lord.

God called him to leave his home in what is now modern Iraq – and he obeyed.  God promised that he would become the father of a great nation even though he was chronologically beyond the realm of fertility – as was his beloved wife Sarah – and in time this came to pass. There were a host of humiliating failures along the way as well as a few bold acts of courage. Time and again, Abraham would blow it and have to confess his failures and sin to the Lord of hosts. And over and over the Bible tells us a story of God’s forgiveness and renewal so that Abraham (and Sarah) might move forward by faith.

St. Paul reminds us that the fundamental reason we look to Father Abraham as one of our role models has to do with his trust.  It isn’t his character that we seek to emulate or his intellect. More often than not when it came to moral clarity or wisdom and common sense, Abraham was a failure. Here’s why St. Paul says we still look to Abraham:

We call Abraham “father” not because he got God’s attention by living like a saint, but because God made something out of Abraham when he was a nobody. Isn’t that what we’ve always read in Scripture, God saying to Abraham, “I set you up as father of many peoples”? Abraham was first named “father” and then became a father because he dared to trust God to do what only God could do: raise the dead to life, with a word make something out of nothing. When everything was hopeless, Abraham believed anyway, deciding to live not on the basis of what he saw he couldn’t do but on what God said he would do.

Abraham is one of the ancestors who informs our anniversary celebration:  he shows us what it means to live by faith and act by trust.  His story also reminds us that when we tell our own story, we don’t have to be afraid of the ugly, broken or unredeemed aspects.  We all have them – shadow sides and histories we would rather keep buried and out of the light – but that isn’t what happens in the Bible. At least not with Abraham – all the dirty linen is put out there for the whole world to see – and not because it is salacious or scandalous or exhibitionistic.  No, that would be self-centered and a spirituality of discernment is God-centered.

+  No all the muck and failure of Abraham’s life by faith is put out there so that we know that God’s love is greater than our sin.  That God’s grace is more potent than the totality of our failures.

+  So let’s be honest:  as a faith community, in addition to some wonderful high points, we’ve also known what it has meant to fail and live down in the gutter of sin.  We’ve made noble commitments and ugly mistakes. We’ve labored and prayed as women and men of integrity, and at the same time, we’ve known what it means to be caught up in the social evil of greed or racism.

And here’s why I believe it is so important to say this out loud:  even at our worst God never quit loving us.  Like Father Abraham, we faced our failures and sin and found forgiveness and love over and over again in our 250 years.  You see, the story of Abraham is so powerful NOT because he got it right so often, but that he kept returning to God’s grace.  He kept trusting that God was God and that God so loved the world that grace was sent into the very structure of reality to give us a fresh start.

That’s the first ancestor from the texts assigned for this day that we might benefit from knowing more intimately.  The second is Nicodemus the Pharisee. And while he sometimes gets a bum rap for coming to Jesus in the night and acting in a way that seems dense and even stupid, if you follow the trajectory of old Nick’s story you will discover the power and faithfulness of God’s grace in action yet again. So here are three thoughts to consider about Nicodemus within the context of our 250th anniversary:

+  First Nicodemus is a man of power, influence and profound spiritual commitment.  He was a good and faithful member of the Sanhedrin – the ruling council of the Jewish community in Jerusalem – that served as a court for religious and ethical concerns in his day.  In some ways he was a lot like some of us.  He had financial means and was committed to living in a way that honored the common good.

+  Second, Nicodemus knew his Bible but sometimes was too literal in his interpretation.  That’s the challenge Jesus gives him with the “born again” or “born from above” business.  It is as if Jesus is saying, “You are a smart man, my friend.  And a good man, too.  So if you want to become a truly loving agent of God’s grace in the world, you’re going to have to go deeper than the obvious. You’re going to have leave behind simplistic ways of interpreting everything and start growing up by the Spirit.”

That’s what all spiritually committed people must do in order to take their
religion beyond the in crowd.  Fr. Richard Rohr likes to say that in the first half of our lives we need to learn the rules and work on our outward strengths.  But in the second half of life we need to let go of all of our rigid definitions and go deeper into grace so that mercy and hope are nourished. And to my way of thinking, that is part of what we’re wrestling with as we embrace this anniversary:  how do we continue to ripen in grace and mercy? How do we take our heritage and move into its deeper and more compassionate roots rather than simply look backwards at what once existed but is no longer? In a word, how do we live by faith in the 21st century?

+  This is where the third part of the Nicodemus story becomes really important for us because at first old Nick doesn’t get what Jesus is talking about.  He shakes his head in confusion and returns to the shadows.  He goes back to his old way of operating – which isn’t bad – but incomplete. And that’s something many churches are very good at – going backwards towards what used to be true but is no longer – and they can do that as long as the money holds out.

But that isn’t what Nicodemus does – he doesn’t stagnate in his retrenchment – he practices discernment.  Apparently he spends a number of years trying to figure out what new way God wants him to embrace grace because at the end of Christ’s life, guess what?  Nicodemus returns to the story first to defend Jesus in the Sanhedrin against those who wanted his death.  And then after the Cross, Nicodemus goes to the tomb of Joseph of Arimathea and anoints Christ’s body with myrrh and aloe. 

Hmmm… something has happened to this man, yes?  His departure from the action at the start of the story doesn’t mean he has remained oblivious to Christ’s invitation.  Rather, it suggests that he took the time he needed to discern where God’s love was calling him – he took a really long and loving look at reality – and then re-entered the story in way that was tender and compassionate and loving.

So much so that Nicodemus is now venerated as a saint within the Eastern and Byzantine Catholic Churches of the world – honored on the third Sunday after Easter as a sacred myrrh-bearer – and celebrated in the Roman Catholic realm too along with St. Joseph of Arimathea on the 31st day of August.

Conclusion
And I have to tell you, beloved, that says something to me about First Church. Like Father Abraham before him, the story of Nicodemus tells me that God’s grace is ALWAYS present in our story:  that even when we appear inactive – or on retreat or uncertain about how to best express God’s love in the world – God is still at work within us and will lead us in the right way at the right time if we simply remain open to that grace.  These sacred ancestors remind us that sometimes the Godly thing to do is hurry up and do nothing – to practice a contemplative way of discernment – so that when the time is right, we’re ready.

+  About five years ago, we made an informed and faithful decision to become and Open and Affirming congregation.  Some said it took us too long to do this – they were impatient and even judgmental – but I suggest to you that it was the right time and in the right way – and grace upon grace has been the result. 

+  Now after we made this commitment, there were those within and beyond that asked:  Well, what are you doing about that NOW?  What ACTION are you going to take to make a difference?  And truth be told, we didn’t know – the path of faith was not yet clear – so we waited and practiced a bit of contemplative discernment so that when the right time came, we could respond with love.  And now we have some built some tender and gentle alliances with those in our community who seek to keep our children safe while respecting the integrity of their sexuality.

+  We’ve done something similar with our environmental allies, too:  we’ve practiced discernment before rushing to judgment or action.  And later today at our anniversary concert we’ll share a new insight with those that are gathered that has taken us decades to discern, but which brings a small measure of healing and hope and grace into our ministry, too.


Like our ancestors Father Abraham or Nicodemus the Pharisee, we don’t always get it right.  That is just a fact of life and a part of our history. But the greater truth is that God’s grace is not inhibitated by our failures or sin. No, God keeps coming to us over and over and over again – and THAT my dear friends is the good news for today.

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