As I've taken in what our commitment to letting more and more of the land return to its "prarie" splendor, more birds, bees, and butterflies are starting to visit. It's a small change, barely consequential outside of our tiny eco-system. But, as Carrie Newcomer notes in a recent essay, paying attention to small changes is at the core of embodied prayer. "At a time of wrestling with deep feelings of grief and a sense that the world had stopped making sense - a feeling that I’ve often revisited in these complicated times in which we live..." (noticing) the repeating patterns in nature is grounding and even salvific.
The expansive spiral of a galaxy millions of light years away was the same shape as the perfect spiral of a snail shell. The fractal shape of lightning was the same pattern seen in an area view of the Mississippi delta or the veins of a sycamore leaf. I found myself returning to this... for inspiration and reminder. In world that seemed to stop making sense, so much around me continued to be beautiful, consistant and utterly right.
She goes on to say that working on a friend's farm this past week, getting her hands into the earth and caring for its bounty, has been a true gift. "When things feel so uprooted, what a gift it is to plant - and harvest - something."
I find myself living into this blessed gift while making music, too. We are NOT doing anything huge: we're simply a small circle of trusted and talented friends gathering each week to play the music we love, crafting it for others in ways that celebrates solidarity, and explores what it means to "preach to the choir." Since 2017, Rebecca Solnit's essay, "Why We SHOULD Be Preaching to the Choir," has lived in a special part of my head, heart, and soul. She writes: "Do you win by chasing those who don’t share your views, or by serving and respecting those already with you? Is the purpose of the choir to sing to the infidels or inspire the faithful? What happens if the faithful stop showing up, donating, doing the work?” (Read the whole Harper's article @ https://harpers.org/ archive/2017/ 11/preaching-to-the-choir/?single=1)
On our small back deck, we've started to gather folk from time to time for what we're calling "a music house party." Our small band, plus various friends and neighbors, share 90 minutes of music and encouragement with one another. We sing, laugh, weep, share food and drink as we talk with one another about how to keep living with open hears. I've known most of those who attend for 15+ years. One young woman who will sing with us on August 28 was a confirmation class regular. Now she's a college grad, a young artist in the world, who still finds a measure of resonance by making music with us from time to time. Same goes for those who come to take it all in. Ms. Solnit insightfully notes that:
Most of our music has been heard before but we're not a "cover" band. Rather, we're troubadors in a digital era that is saturated in cynicism. That's one of the reasons we sing together: sharing the songs we love is an embodied act of encouragement - and who doesn't need encouragement right now? "Adults, like children," writes Solnit, "love hearing the great stories more than once, and most religions have prayers and narratives, hymns and songs that are seen as wells of meaning that never run dry. You can go lay down your sword and shield by the riverside one more time; there are always more ways to say how once you were blind and now can see." At our last gathering in late June, we kicked things off with the Wailin' Jennys' "One Voice" followed immediately with the Doobies' "Listen to the Music." Most of those on our deck knew both songs. They sang along with us and one another. And, there were tears of lament, gratitude, and dare I say affection flowing from both band and audience? This was embodied and audible prayer, right? An act of tender solidarity in a time of uncertainty. Or as the author of the Letter to the Hebrews puts it at the start of chapter 11: "Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen." Clarence Jordan of Koinonia Farms used to translate this as: "Trust is the turning to dreams into deeds."
The older I become the more I trust that my work during these later days of my life is not to convert others politically or spiritually, but to share encouragement. I belileve Solnit is right when she tells us: "One reason we emphasize conversion is that we tend to believe that ideas matter more than actions, that beliefs directly determine behavior, that a preponderance of agreement will result in political and social change." But that is simply not so. No, what more often than not brings meaningful change and healing to our world is when a small cadre of loving and grounded people persist in being embodied prayer to their culture.
I am slowly learning to cherish preaching to the choir - or should I say singing WITH the choir? Or letting Mother Earth guide our work alongside the hilltop wetlands? If you are around this area on Sunday, August 28th @ 6 pm why not stop by for some songs, refreshments, and encouragement. Drop me a note and I'll forward to you the details.
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