Friday, October 10, 2014

Learning about a Celtic Christology...

There is a friend and colleague of mine who is 90+ years old - sharp and wise as ever - who continues to help me think deeply about faith, church and why all of this matters. Recently, our correspondence considered some of my current ideas about Celtic spirituality - especially given the on-going collapse of traditional church of either the Reformed or Roman Catholic variety. In response to my message for this Sunday, one of his comments asked: "What does the realm of Celtic Spirituality say about Jesus?"

At first, I had to note my limited awareness re: Celtic Christology. It is now clear that a read of Fr. Thomas Galvin's A Celtic Christology: The Incarnation According to John Scottus Eriugena would be in order. With this caveat, observed that it is my hunch that like Franciscans those advocates of Celtic Spirituality tend to be more about experience than analysis. Nevertheless,I think there are a few clues re: Jesus that I have discerned from my study thus far.  

The Pelagian emphasis on the goodness of creation does not neglect 
evil and sin.  Rather, it realizes that human potential is often trapped and locked within the consequences of evil. We need to experience a love that can unlock sin and Christ brings us this liberation. His love unlocks the goodness trapped by sin, his grace overpowers the fears and shame of our hearts and "his redemption... frees the good that is in us and also at the heart of all life." (Newell)  In a word, I am gathering that the Celtic Christ unlocks the deepest truths within our conscience, sets them free to love as we were intended since the being formed in the image of God and shapes and corrects us through communion with Him in the body of Christ. (the Church) In this understanding, Newell writes, "the gift of the gospel is that we are instructed by the grace of Christ, encouraged and shown the true goodness of God (that is within us and all creation)..." and actively invited to be corrected by Jesus through a spiritual/ethical dialogue with both the person and teachings of Christ who stands ready to help correct our consciences and heal our souls. 

While there are some aspects of Celtic Christology that are still largely an unformed work in progress, the Community of Iona offers two additional insights. First, the Celts were at ease with paradox and quickly embraced God as Trinity. I need to read more about this but such an embrace suggests a theology deeper than mere a simplistic panentheism.  Some have likened Celtic thinking to Teilhard de Chardin (whom I need to read more closely for additional clues.)  But the Celtic connection to the Trinity is note worthy. And, then there is the work of George MacLeod: for him Christ arises from the mist as the one who gives shape and form to the truest incarnation of God's self in history. MacLeod is vigorous in his Christocentric prayers and ethics.  Of particular importance is his insistence that the incarnation renders ALL of creation - human flesh, politics, care for the earth, etc - as sacred. Jesus not only makes all things new, but Christ connects us to every living thing and cries holy without separating the sacred from the once denigrated secular. All is one through the presence of God Christ reveals.
I wonder if others have suggestions for deeper study?

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Learning the spiritual wisdom of the seasons...

The wise Parker Palmer once crafted an extended essay, "Seasons," for a time of retreat. At the heart of his reflection was this insight: the seasons of nature may be the best way to grasp the reality of the holy within our humanity. He writes: "Most of us have a metaphor, conscious or not, that names our  experience of life. Animated by the imagination, one of the most vital powers we possess, our metaphors are more than mirrors to reality – they often become reality, transmuting themselves from language into the living of our lives."

For most of my adult, professional life I have not considered the wisdom of the seasons in any deep way. I have always celebrated the beauty of autumn in New England - and elsewhere - and have long been captivated by pumpkins, too. But rarely have I thought about what our still speaking God might be saying to me - and our culture - about life and grace through the seasons. In fact, I used to treat winter as a mean-spirited endurance test to be avoided as much as possible. Our time in the desert South West did nothing to alter my antipathy for winter, nor did it help me explore the spirituality of the seasons. Yes, while on various retreats I came to meditate on the land while sojourning in the wilderness; to listen for the heartbeat of the holy is part of the desert's charism. Belden Lane's excellent book, The Solace of Fierce Landscapes, was my primer along with Henri Nouwen's words from the desert fathers and mothers. " The danger and the desolation of the desert is a boon to the soul with its unmitigated honesty, its dreadful capacity to strip bear, its long compelling silence."


But it wasn't until we returned to the great North that I sensed the importance of learning the spirituality of the seasons. Partially this revelation took shape, I know, simply because of my age. Like Dylan sang so long ago, "Something's going on all around you - and you don't know what it is, do you, Mr. Jones?" In this neck of the woods winter sports is part of the air people breathe. And the stark beauty of trees, snow, ice and rock tugged at my sensibilities much like the deserts of the South West. So, I started to read and listen and ask about what God might be saying to us within the winter. 


And after seven years it began to become clear that perhaps I should start doing likewise with the other three season. (I am a very slow learner.) I know I was prompted by participating in the new liturgical season of "creation." Same goes for my recent readings in Celtic spirituality. Both windows to the soul are all about seeing and hearing the holy from within reality - including the  
whispering of the Lord within our seasons. Parker observes:

Seasons is a wise metaphor for the movement of life, I think. It

suggests that life is neither a battlefield nor a game of chance but something infinitely richer, more promising, more real. The notion that our lives are like the eternal cycle of the seasons does not deny the struggle or the joy, the loss or the gain, the darkness or the light, but encourages us to embrace it all – and to find in all of it opportunities for growth.

One key insight Parker illuminates is the paradoxical reality experienced in autumn wherein we see great beauty all around us while knowing intuitively we are moving towards death. It is a paradoxical time that is simultaneously sensual and troubling. 


Autumn is a season of great beauty, but it is also a season of decline:
the days grow shorter, the light is suffused, and summer’s abundance
decays toward winter’s death. Faced with this inevitable winter, what
does nature do in autumn? She scatters the seeds that will bring new
growth in the spring – and she scatters them with amazing abandon.In my own experience of autumn, I am rarely aware that seeds are being planted. Instead, my mind is on the fact that the green growth of summer is browning and beginning to die. My delight in the autumn colors is always tinged with melancholy, a sense of impending loss that is only heightened by the beauty all around. I am drawn down by the prospect of death more than I am lifted by the hope of new life.

I know this ambivalence - and dread - too. I feel it now as my father moves ever more slowly towards his inevitable death. What Parker asks, however, and what the wisdom of autumn spirituality invites goes beyond my feelings. "In the autumnal events of my own experience, I am easily fixated on surface - the decline of meaning, the decay of relationships, the death of a work. And yet if I look more deeply, I may see the myriad possibilities being planted to bear fruit in some season yet to come." How does prophet put it in Revelation 21? 

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying,
‘See, the home of God is among mortals.
He will dwell with them;
they will be his peoples,
and God himself will be with them;
he will wipe every tear from their eyes.
Death will be no more;
mourning and crying and pain will be no more,
for the first things have passed away.’


That is one truth from within the lexicon of autumn spirituality that I am learning this season. There are more, to be sure, but that is sufficient for the day.

credits: Dianne De Mott

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

reflections on celtic spirituality: part one...

NOTE:  Here are my worship notes for Sunday, October 12, 2014 using the
lectionary texts as part of a three part series re: Celtic Spirituality. I am deeply indebted to a number of sources including J. Philip Newell's book, Listening for the Heartbeat of God, my blogger friend, Blue Eyed Ennis @ http://blueeyed ennis-siempre.blogspot.com/2012/09/autumn-harvest-autumn-spirtuality.html) Parker Palmer, Working Preacher and the glorious season of autumn in the Berkshires.

Introduction
As some of you know, I was recently called to be with my father and family during an unexpected medical emergency. Thanks be to God that has been resolved for the time being, but for about a week my father was on death’s door even though he was clear that he wasn’t ready to cross over. And as so often happens while we are sitting in a hospital or nursing home room at the bedside of a loved one, our memories begin to revisit history – the good, the bad, the ugly as well as the grace-filled histories of which we are apart – and that occurred in spades for me.

My father was a pastor’s kid during the Great Depression – and that was a double whammy of poverty.  Not only are pastors paid poorly – then and now – but in that time they were often paid with things rather than cash – things like discarded clothes for the pastor’s family to wear or a sack of potatoes for a week’s supper. This grinding and humiliating double-whammy of poverty pushed my father away from a calling to ministry where he probably would have found blessing and challenge. Like many who came of age after the Depression, he chose to go into business because, as he used to say, I NEVER want to go back to such misery again.

+  To say that he was displeased, therefore, when I disclosed my calling to ministry would be an understatement: he was furious – which is how many men express their fear – and for years he denigrated my chosen profession mostly because it had been so miserable for himself.

+  In time, however, he mellowed – somewhat – and we would talk about the peculiar work of a pastor. “What are you preaching about this week?” he would sometimes ask. Once, early in my ministry, I gave him a deeply detailed explication of my intended sermon to which he first said: “Hmmm.” And after a lengthy pause added, “You know you don’t have to teach them EVERYTHNG you know about theology in ONE sermon!”
I love that old Scotsman – in spite of lots of reasons to hold a grudge – we eventually crafted both a truce and a measure of mutual respect that will last well into our life beyond life. Now I mention my dad today mostly because he is a true Scotsman while my momma was as Irish as they come. And the ancient Celts, who migrated from an area south of the Black Sea in what we know as Turkey known as ancient Galatia, developed a unique way of celebrating and encountering God.

For a time they roamed Brittany, Gaul and the British Isles but when the Anglo- Saxons invaded in the middle of the 5th century CE, the Celts were pushed into what we now know as Cornwall, Wales, Cumbria, Scotland and Ireland.  For a few hundred years, they existed at the extreme periphery of Europe and without much contact or intervention from the West, developed an alternative orthodoxy as Christians that was quite different from Roman Catholicism. In fact, their way of following Christ thrived well into the first millennium as Celts became the first missionaries to Northern Europe.  The Romans gave them their name by calling them “keltoi” – the strangers or hidden ones – and the Roman word “ceilt” – which refers to the act of concealing something – is where we get the word for… kilt (under which unknown mysteries are concealed!)

+  Now here’s why I believe this whole Celtic Spirituality thing is important for us to explore: the Western Church as we know it is dying and shriveling on the vine. People are worn out by scandal, exhausted from our theological obsession with shame and guilt and bored beyond tears with our empty rituals.

+  In her book, Christianity for the Rest of Us, church historian Diana Butler Bass, writes: Although churches (might) seem (to be) the most natural space to perform spiritual awakening, the disconcerting reality is that many people in Western society see churches more as museums of religion than sacred stages that dramatize the movement of God's spirit.

+  And when she considers the reason WHY this is true, she notes that: Christianity did not begin with a confession. It began with an invitation into friendship, into creating a new community, into forming relationships based on love and service… (But today) other than joining a political party, it is hard to think of any other sort of community that people join by agreeing to a set of principles. Imagine joining a knitting group. Does anyone go to a knitting group and ask if the knitters believe in knitting or what they hold to be true about knitting? Do people ask for a knitting doctrinal statement? Indeed, if you start knitting by reading a book about knitting or a history of knitting or a theory of knitting, you will very likely never knit.

Western Christianity – in both its Roman and Reformed expressions – is so heady, abstract and wrapped up in doctrine and words that it not only feels irrelevant to many of us, it also feels oppressive.  And what I celebrate about Celtic Spirituality and its “alternative or even generous orthodoxy” is that it recognizes that being a person of faith is something you do not just think about. It is embodied, playful, incarnational and creation based.

Insights
So let me share with you – using today’s Biblical readings – not everything I know about this subject, just the three core truths that shape Celtic Spirituality’s joy-filled practices. To my heart, they hold great promise for those who want to be followers of our Lord Jesus the Christ at this unique moment in time. I like the way Trevor Miller of the Northumbria Community puts it:  we want to learn from history not relive it. By listening for the heartbeat of God with the Celtic cadence: We are not out to replicate a period of time as many do in their expression of faith so that we (find ourselves with) a 17th century language, 18th century hymns, 19th 
century morality and 20th century middle class values (when what we need is) a contemporary 21st century expression of life in God.

The three essential practices that shape Celtic Christian discipleship are as follows:  1) Living as if creation and all of life is GOOD rather than sinful and depraved; 2) Discovering God’s heart in ALL of life – including the most ordinary human experiences – as well as in nature; and 3) Knowing that being a follower of Christ is more about compassion than doctrine or dogma. To be lofty, we could say Celtic Spirituality is about ortho-praxis rather than ortho-doxy – right living rather than right thought –but that would be too theoretical. I like the African American spiritual that cuts to the chase:  Lord, I want to be more loving in my heart… but let’s unpack each of these practices so that we might go deeper, ok?

The first – living as if all of life is good rather than sinful – is a direct challenge to the efficacy of St. Augustine as well as aspects of Luther and Calvin. This does not mean that there isn’t sin and brokenness in the world, that would be naïve and simplistic, and we know from our own experience or encounters with the daily news that there is pain and greed and evil in the world. But the way of Celtic Spirituality teaches that life and all creation is not fundamentally sinful – creation is NOT fallen to use the traditional words – but rather blessed and filled with beauty and wonder.

+  The first Celtic Christian theologian we know of is Pelagius who lived between 390 and 418 of the Common Era. The former dean of the Community of Iona, Scotland, J. Phillip Newell, has written: Pelagius maintained the essential goodness of humanity (by asserting) that the image of God can be seen in every newborn child. (p. 6, Listening for the Heartbeat of God)

+  This was a direct challenge, of course, to the wisdom of St. Augustine of Hippo who taught that even the act of procreation was saturated in sin and that a baby in the womb was already polluted and would become a sinner in life just by passing through her mother’s birth canal.

Now Augustine’s theology triumphed over Pelagius – it has shaped and defined both the Roman Catholic and Protestant Reformed realm for 1500 years – but I have come to believe that Augustine was wrong.  Pelagius’ challenge to look upon the face of a newborn child and see the very image of the Lord gazing back at you makes much more sense to me – especially at this moment in time.  In fact, I sense that the old Celt was far more grounded in the way of this morning’s gospel text than his opponent.  The story we’re asked to wrestle with in Matthew 22 today is weird – it is complex and upsetting – and often called a bizarre parable gone wrong.

But I don’t think that is fair. Rather, I think this story is an example of Christ’s upside down challenge to make sure we are celebrating with joy the bounty of the feast once we make it into the banquet hall. “Many are called,” he tells us, “but few are chosen.” So here’s the trajectory of grace I find in this story which is more allegory than parable, ok?

+  First, the king invites to the wedding banquet of his son the usual suspects – his friends, those who are just like him, the powerful and prestigious people of his society – some of whom disrespect the king, others blow off the invitation because they are too busy with work while still others go out of their way to murder the king’s messengers.  That’s the first weird part of this story – nobody would have expected the best and the brightest to be so abusive – but Jesus says that’s often how things work.

+  And then, as some Bible scholars have noted, the story goes completely off the rails:  the king doesn't offer forgiveness to those who are so cruel, he kills them – kills them all. And just to make things more bizarre, after their destruction he informs the realm that the party is still on!  The city has been devastated, the elite have been destroyed but the banquet continues – and who are the new guests? Exactly, the poor and the lame, the broken and the maimed.

Ok, we might think, even though the previous murders are disturbing, things are back on track with grace because now the forgotten and wounded are being welcomed into the banquet, right? Wrong! Yes, the lost and the least are now at the party, but what happens when the king shows up to visit with his guests?
He bumps into somebody who isn’t wearing a wedding robe, yes? And after asking how this soul got into the feast without the proper attire – and rendering the poor person speechless – the story ends with the king saying to his servants: BIND THIS MAN’S HANDS AND FEET AND THROW HIM OUT INTO THE UTTER DARKNESS WHERE THERE WILL BE WEEPING AND GNASHING OF TEETH BECAUSE WHILE MANY HAVE BEEN CALLED, FEW ARE CHOSEN.

Now that is just weird, don’t you think, and cruel? Punishing a poor person for not dressing right? But that’s just on the surface – this is an allegorical story that urges us to go deeper – so the real issue with not wearing a wedding robe is this: he or she didn’t take the party seriously enough.

The kingdom of heaven (verse 2) is a banquet, after all, and you’ve got
to put on your party dress to get with the program. The kingdom music is playing and it's time to get up on the dance floor. Or, as the slightly more sober, but no less theologically astute Barth put the matter: “In the last resort, it all boils down to the fact that the invitation is to a feast, and that he who does not obey and come accordingly, and therefore festively, declines and spurns the invitation no less than those who are unwilling to obey and appear at all. (Lance Pape, Working Preacher, October 12, 2014)

+  I have come to believe that St. Augustine’s sin-obsessed and unfestive theology has disqualified itself from contemporary consideration and that the gentle and joyful way of Pelagius rings more true to Christ’s gospel of grace and hope.

+  When I look at the face of a newborn child I do NOT see a depraved and sin sick soul, but rather the very image of God gazing back at me. The first practice of Celtic Spirituality is that life is inherently good as it was created good by God our Creator.

Now, while time is rushing by, there are two other Celtic practices that I want to say something about briefly before I close:  a commitment to discerning God in all of creation – even the most ordinary places – and the conviction that the way of Christ is more about compassion than reason or rational results. Many of us have experienced something of awe and wonder in the beauty of nature – we’ve talked about that, honored it and even celebrated this blessing of the Lord during the new liturgical season of creation – but what we forget is that more often than not in the history of the Church, it has been the Sanctuary that has considered the key locus of God’s revelation to us: the Sanctuary and then the Bible. Even when we know better, this traditional understanding has trumped our experience.

That’s the second reason Celtic Spirituality is so valuable: it encourages us to “look for God in all creation and to recognize the world as the place of revelation and the whole of life as sacramental.” (Newell, p. 3) The contemporary Celtic theologian, Esther de Waal, put it like this: "The Celtic approach to God opens up a world in which nothing is too common to be exalted and nothing is so exalted that it cannot be made common… the presence of God infuses daily life and thus transforms it, so that at any moment, any object, any job of work, can become a place for encounter with God.”

+  In today’s Old Testament lesson from Isaiah, we read that God’s presence has destroyed the traditional places of power and importance – the city and all its glory – only to render the mountain as place of refuge, hope and solace for the hurting and beloved of the Lord. Today’s Psalm – using an old Scottish folk melody – evokes much the same truth: we can learn from the swallow about the loveliness of God’s resting place for our hearts and lives because God inhabits the totality of our ordinary lives..

+  This broad and inclusive vision of the Holy One’s residence has encouraged me to consider what our still speaking God might be saying to us through the season of autumn. If the swallow and the mountains can sing to us something of God’s song, what might be heard through the changing leaves and cooling temperatures?

The wise Quaker teacher, Parker Palmer, has written profoundly about the spiritual wisdom of autumn. It is a season of “great beauty, but also a season of decline,” he observes. “The days grow shorter, the light is suffused and summer’s abundance decays towards winter’s death. Faced with this inevitable winter,” he asks, “what does nature do in autumn?”

She scatters the seeds that will bring new growth in the spring – and she scatters them with amazing abandon… in this paradox of both dying and seeding, I feel the power of metaphor… I often only look at surface appearances – the empirical – the decline of meaning in our world, the decay of relationships, the death of work. But if I look more deeply, I may see the myriad possibilities being planted to bear some fruit is some season yet to come. I can see in my own life, in retrospect, what I could not see in time: how the job I lost helped me find work I needed to do, how the “road closed” sign turned me toward terrain I needed to travel, how losses that felt irredeemable forced me to discern meanings I needed to know. On the surface it seemed that life was lessening, but silently and lavishly the seeds of new life were always being sown. (Taken from Seasons: A Centre for Renewal, Parker Palmer)

The Celtic way gives us a whole new means of seeing and learning from God beyond our Sanctuary and the Scriptures. It recognizes that nature and our seasons are the FIRST Word of God – created GOOD as Genesis tells us – and that if we learn to listen for THIS heartbeat of the Holy, we might come to walk in true hope and peace. More and more, I am certain that listening for God’s truth in nature is absolutely essential given climate change and the human greed and neglect that has caused it.  Isaiah was right:

On this mountain the Lord of hosts will make for all peoples a feast of rich food, a feast of well-matured wines of rich food filled with marrow, of well-matured wines strained clear. And God will destroy on this mountain the shroud that is cast over all peoples, the sheet that is spread over all nations; he will swallow up death for ever. Then the Lord God will wipe away the tears from all faces and the disgrace of his people he will take away from all the earth for the Lord has spoken.

And finally the call to love – a way of being greater than reason and far greater than our addiction to the bottom line: listen to how St. Paul put it.

Rejoice in the Lord always; again I say, Rejoice. Let your gentleness be
known to everyone. The Lord is near. Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.  And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, beloved, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. Keep on doing the things that you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, and the God of peace will be with you.

·   Notice that the apostle says REJOICE in the Lord always.  Not worry – not question – not parse and ponder HOW God can be all powerful and all loving in such a broken and beautiful world – but rejoice. Not that questioning or linear thinking is wrong, just incomplete.

·   We like to convince ourselves that we are in control – that we are capable of understanding God – and actually able to make sense of the Lord. Now I am all for deep thinking and serious theology, but in the final analysis anything but total surrender to love and compassion is arrogant deception because we are incapable of comprehending the vastness of the Lord.

That’s one of the reasons for the new liturgical season of creation we just completed: over and again it reminds of our small place in the vastness of the Lord’s enormity.  As Christ taught his first disciples – and teaches us now – if we want to KNOW the Lord, we must first surrender to love. 

Conclusion
It is the WAY of Jesus. St. Francis used to say:  Preach the gospel at all times – use words only if you have to. Facts and doctrine do not make disciples; Jesus said, “Come and see.” Paul said, “Without love I am nothing but a clanging gong or a crashing cymbal.” That is why the Celtic Way is relational and personal and grounded in compassion.

In an era when fundamentalists of all stripes are vying for control of religion and power throughout the world, I hear the gentle and tender voice of the Lord saying: come to the banquet – and put on your party dress. Love one another as I have loved you for everything else is commentary.  And rejoice in the Lord, beloved, always: Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to everyone… for then the Lord is near. 

credits:  most by Dianne De Mott, one by me and one from Iona (from a Diana Butler Bass posting)

Monday, October 6, 2014

The wisdom of autumn...

For the past few weeks I have been pondering what the
"spirituality" of autumn means? After five weeks of playfully engaging the new liturgical season of Creation, I sensed a gentle nudge to articulate why aspects of Celtic spirituality feed my soul - and how they might become soul food for others, too. One aspect of "listening for the heart beat" of the Lord with a Celtic cadence involves sacramental or incarnational living.

Those in the Community of Northumbria puts it like this: This is a celebration of ordinariness and an earthed humanity. The (Celts) believed that nothing was secular because everything was sacred. Nothing is outside of God’s love and grace. David Adam writes ‘The vision of the Celts was sacramental rather than mystical. They saw God in and through things rather than direct visions. The Celt says we must take time to learn to play ‘The 5 stringed Harp’ = the 5 senses.’ What we hear, see, smell, taste, touch all speaks of God. It is incarnational living as the Apostle John wrote ‘That which we have seen from the beginning’ 1 John. Indeed, the Celts are a creation affirming people for they trust that God created all things good.

There is also a deep sense of "place" in this spirituality - a connection with both the land and the season - that reveals something of the sacred within our encounters with everyday living: Columbanus said: ‘If you wish to understand the Creator, first understand His creation.’ Not pantheism, which is a worshipping of the stones but an affirmation of the wonder of the One who made the stones. Not New Age extremes that substituted Mother Earth for Father God but love for, respect for the physical environment. They were aware of the Cross over Creation. That God was to redeem the whole created order. This was seen in the quiet care of all living things and a special affinity with animals that preceded Francis of Assissi. They had a strong sense of place and knew the importance of the Land, of roots and identity. They spoke of thin places, holy ground. Many of the problem spots in our world are all about land, roots, identity, holy places. So I've been listening for clues about what the One who is Holy might be saying to us who live in this time and this unique place.

One very helpful guide for me has been Christine Valters Painter, a Benedictine Oblate who writes at the Abbey of the Arts (check it out @ http://abbey ofthearts.com/) She suggests that one clue about the spirituality of autumn can be found in the equinox: a time when the sun rests above the Equator and both day and night are equal. It would seem, therefore, that one of "autumn's gifts reflect this balance between two energies: the invitation to relinquish and to harvest." 

Autumn is a season of paradox that invites us to consider what we are called to release and surrender -- what no longer serves us or what gets in the way of being present to the holiness of each moment. Autumn also invites us to gather in the harvest, to name and celebrate the fruit of the seeds of dreams we planted months ago. In holding these two in tension, we are reminded that in our letting go, we also find abundance. ( http://www.patheos.com/Resources/Additional-Resources/Invitations-of-Autumn.html#ixzz3FNEUL4JM)

We had our first frost last night. Winter is clearly coming, but today will be filled with sun so things aren't quite ready to shift or let go yet. They will soon, but not today. Holding these truths in tension - the surrendering and the harvesting - hit me during worship yesterday when I remembered that while I was feasting in the bounty the blessings of St. Francis, my Muslim cousins were in prayer crying out "Eid Mubarak" while my Jewish cousins had just completed Yom Kippur. In Islam, Eid al-Adha is a festival of sacrifice commemorating Father Ibrahim's willing to sacrifice his son Ishmael in obedience to Allah. (see http:// www.independent.co.uk/news/world/eid-mubarak-2014-what-is-eid-aladha-and-why-is-sacrifice-significant-9775256.html In Judaism,  Yom Kippur is the holiest day of the year, the conclusion of 10 days of reflection and penitence marking the start of a new year of dedication to the Lord. (see http://www. chabad.org/holidays/JewishNewYear/template_cdo/aid/177886/jewish/What-is-Yom-Kippur.htm) I am feasting while others fast - I am harvesting while others surrender - such is the wisdom of the season and soon it will be otherwise. Fr. Richard Rohr deepened this paradox for me this morning in his daily

reflection.

I cannot emphasize enough the importance of the Jewish revelation of the name of God. As we Christians spell and pronounce it, the word is Yahweh. In Hebrew, it is the sacred Tetragrammaton YHVH (yod, he, vay, and he). I am told that those are the only consonants in the Hebrew alphabet that are not articulated with lips and tongue. Rather, they are breathed, with the tongue relaxed and lips apart. YHVH was considered a literally unspeakable word for Jews, and any attempt to know what they were talking about was “in vain.” As the commandment said: “Do not utter the name of God in vain” (Exodus 20:7). All attempts to fully think God are in vain. From God’s side, the divine identity was kept mysterious and unavailable to the mind. When Moses asked for the divinity’s name, he received only the phrase that translates “I AM WHO I AM” (Exodus 3:14).

This unspeakability has long been recognized, but now we know it goes even deeper: formally the name of God was not, could not be spoken at all—only breathed. Many are convinced that its correct pronunciation is an attempt to replicate and imitate the very sound of inhalation and exhalation. Therefore, the one thing we do every moment of our lives is to speak the name of God. This makes the name of God our first and last word as we enter and leave the world.

I have taught this to people in many countries, and it changes their faith and prayer lives in substantial ways. I remind people that there is no Islamic, Christian, or Jewish way of breathing. There is no American, African, or Asian way of breathing. There is no rich or poor, gay or straight way of breathing. The playing field is utterly leveled. It is all one and the same air, and this divine wind “blows where it will” (John 3:8). No one can control this Spirit.

When considered in this way, God is suddenly as available and accessible as the very thing we all do constantly—breathe. Exactly as some teachers of prayer say, “Stay with the breath, attend to your breath”—the same breath that was breathed into Adam’s nostrils by this Yahweh (Genesis 2:7); the very breath “spirit” that Jesus handed over with trust on the cross (John19:30) and then breathed on us as shalom, forgiveness, and the Holy Spirit all at once (John 20:21-23). And isn’t it wonderful that breath, wind, spirit, and air are precisely nothing—and yet everything?

All of this is taking place at the same time - the surrender and the harvest - a mystery, yes? Think I need to listen to Joni just to go a little deeper and give my brain a rest...


photo credits:  Dianne De Mott

Sunday, October 5, 2014

A feast day for all creation...

My grandson, Louis Edmund Piscitello, was born on the Feast Day of St. Francis. He - Louie - is one of the constant signs of God's light in my life; and Francis has long been a source of wisdom and guidance for my heart. Last year, after wanting to host a "Blessing of the Pets" liturgy in worship for over 30 years, we had everything set - and then my little man decided we should be with him rather than in Sunday worship. So we joyfully made the pilgrimage to Brooklyn and greeted his arrival as my congregation in Pittsfield carried on without us.  Life is filled with surprises.
This year we were all in Frederick, MD on Louie's birthday, having gathered for love and prayer for my father who seemed close to death just last Sunday. Late in the week, however, something shifted - including his return to a hope-filled and compassionate nursing home - and now he is stable and growing stronger. We know this is a temporary turn of events, but the whole clan rejoiced that not only does he have more time to share love with us but that he wants to do so with such verve and passion.

In an hour, we will head off to worship and participate in this year's St.
Francis blessing ceremony aware of how precious and precarious the gift of life truly is. Two poems have been guiding me this week and call out for sharing as the feast unfolds. The first comes from the Sabbath poems of Wendell Berry:

I go among trees and sit still.
All my stirring becomes quiet
around me like circles on water.
My tasks lie in their places
where I left them, asleep like cattle.

Then what is afraid of me comes
and lives a while in my sight.
What it fears in me leave me,
and the fear of me leaves it.
It sings, and I hear its song.

Then what I am afraid of comes.
I live for a while in its sight.
What I fear in it leave it,
and the fear of it leave me.
It sings, and I hear its song.

After days of labor,
mute in my consternations,
I hear my song at last,
and I sing it. As we sing,
the day turns, the trees move.


Most of last week was spent sitting quietly by my father's beside: sometimes he was asleep, sometimes he was awake and worried, sometimes we spoke silently and at other times with words. The more I rested - and trusted - the more present I was able to be with him. When I let my head be filled with my fears, I was no earthly good to him - or anyone else. Berry's words and practices ring true and I celebrate the call to contemplation as part of this day's blessing.

The other is from Mary Oliver's volume entitled: Evidence. In a poem she has called "Mysteries, Yes" the sage reminds us that even in the midst of pain and confusion, life is saturated with goodness.

Truly, we live with mysteries too marvelous
   to be understood.

How grass can be nourishing in the 
   mouths of the lambs.
How rivers and stones are forever
   in allegiance with gravity
      while we ourselves dream of rising.
How two hands touch and the bonds will
   never be broken.
How people come, from delight or the
   scars of damage,
to the comfort of a poem.

Let me keep my distance, always, from those
   who think they have the answers.

Let me keep company always with those who say
   "Look!" and laugh in astonishment,
   and bow their heads.

Yesterday, as we celebrated Louie's first birthday together with my aging father, we took a photograph of four generations of Lumsdens. Like Francis - and Ms. Oliver - I found myself laughing in astonishment and bowing my head in gratitude.  Now it is time to go and share some other blessings with the pets of my flock...

Friday, October 3, 2014

A gathering of the clans...

For the past 10 days our world has been in tumult as my sisters have tried to help my father sort out his failing health. We arrived in Maryland five days ago anticipating his imminent death. On Wednesday, he was transferred to a nursing home with a hospice service built into their mission. (Serendipitously, it is a United Church of Christ related facility that is truly wonderful.) And now, given a strong shock to his sense of invulnerability mixed with a compassionate environment, it seems that my dad is holding his own for the time being. I know this ride is truly up and down and needs to be about only taking one day at a time. So, let me return thanks to God that at least for this day they have his pain under control and he is sitting up and taking nourishment.


Yesterday, after a long rest and some quiet time, he said in a whisper (he cannot speak in an audible way because something is pressing on his vocal chords): "It feels like the gathering of the clans is taking place... because they think I am about to fade away."  After a long pause, he looked up and said, "But I'm not ready to go yet."  After another long pause I replied: We are grateful for that, Pop, but until yesterday it seemed that your body thought otherwise. I don't know if you realize how close you were to death, but it was just over the ridge and coming on strong."

He shook his head and took that in before saying softly, "I guess that is true..." There is much more to say about all of this - I've learned so much in these deep five days - but for now this is enough.  Our daughters and grandson arrive later today to visit with Great-granddad and my brother and sister-in-law get in from SF late on Saturday. This is, indeed, a gathering of the clans... We head back to Pittsfield later tomorrow afternoon.

our weariness is an invitation into grace...

No worship or fellowship today - or tomorrow - as a real snowmageddon  delivers 1-2 inches an hour in these rolling Berkshire hills. All the...