Speculation: Along the Way
The roaring alongside he takes for granted —"Sandpiper" by Elizabeth Bishop
And when, of a given evening, say, an evening laced
with storm clouds skirting distance parsed by slanting light,
or when the thick air of an August afternoon by the late approach
of just such a storm turns suddenly thin and cool, and the familiar
roaring, for the moment made especially unmistakable
by distant thunder, may seem oddly to be answered from within
—that's how it feels, anyway—and when, of a moment, such roaring
couples as well with sudden calm—interior, exterior, it hardly matters—
in that fortunate incursion whereby the roar itself is suddenly interred,
you might startle to having had a taste of what will pass as prayer,
or a taste, at the very least, of how fraught, how laden the visible is,
even as you find a likely figure for its uncanny agency. Sure,
I'm making this up as I go, hoping—even as I go—to be finally
getting somewhere. And maybe I am. Maybe I'm taking you along.
Let's say it's so, and say we now commence.
One of the blessings of poetry - for me who came to it all well after 40 (except rock and roll) - is that it evokes feels and insights that are greater than the words, yes? It is, perhaps, no coincidence then that I married a poet? Once, when we were prowling a bookstore before we were married, I had an epiphany when I found an old volume which I now keep in my study (and use often) in which Robert Bly writes: While our European-American tradition questions and argues, and has to teach
By drawing this sharp contrast with other cultures, we are pointing to a defect in ours. We live in a poetically underdeveloped nation. Men blame their own lives for a deficiency in the cultu
I could not agree more. Today, while sharing lunch with one of the Berkshire's great pianists - who has also had a career interviewing some of the spiritual giants of our era - we spoke of Huston Smith and B.B. King in the same breath - two masters of the soul who won't be with us long. But both have helped so many find poetry and beauty and hope... and when I got home, she had sent me this link which says it all. Thanks be to God for those who bring such beauty to birth.
3 comments:
So, you are a Pastor? And this is your blog? And you love Scott Cairns.
Hmmm...
And you think you hear God in Hard Rock Music. Odd, when I was delivered from sin. I lost the desire for it. Now, it just irritates me.
For Me I hear a still small voice from the Lord when I'm quiet. The other stuff just drowns Him out.
At the least I will say, "In my father's mansion are many rooms" yes? I don't do guilt, my friend, so blessings.
RJ,
Ran into your blog searching for "Scott Cairns" and "Epiphany."
And let me just say--I'm looking forward to being in "da' room" with you, B.B. King, Bono, Cairns, Luther, Calvin, Zwingli, Sudanese Christian martyrs, Brooklyn Tab Choir, the Psalmist, etc. Hopefully, "anonymous" and his friends in the room next door don't call the cops on us and get us thrown out of the mansion.
My prayer is that you have the wisdom and perserverance to keep creating places in Pittsfield where the artists, philosophers, and other trouble-makers can find a home until the get Home.
Press on, brother, press on.
Pseudoretrogracity
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